Yesterday Is History

Early Morning Task

2009-05-20T15:49:00.000-07:00

hehe.. this morning, managed to wake up at 5am for Subuh prayer, feeling totally alert and fully conscious ( as usual :p). Performed Subuh, recited Quran and started looking for my sewing kits. ahaha. sooo..domestic. :D. Felt like wanted to do something which is not continue sleeping.. muahaha.

Actually, i had plan in my mind last few days to alter my baju kurung. but never touched the baju since the day i took it from the tailor. More than 1week already. hehe. Its just USD4 for 1 pair of baju kurung. i mean the 'upah' ..hahha. only in Vietnam ye :) . Essentially the 'baju' was ok just the matter some parts of its which were not sewed properly..

hmmm.. i've just realized. The only thing that can divert my attention from this VIRTUAL LIFE is by SEWING... yess... :D. I will buy a new sewing kits to enhance my 'technical skill' and at the same time can fill up the blank boring life here at HCMC. :)

Labour Day 2009 ( 010509 )

2009-05-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

Today is a labour day..But I woke up early morning before Subuh just to give some space to get closer to Him. huhu..Then performed Subuh and recited Yaasin. Fell asleep again until 7am. heheh.. cuti la katakan.. lying on the bed while thinking what shud I do for today. I have no other options, decided to go to office to finish a few things. Checked FB and chat with some frens and took shower. I felt hungry since last nite, so decided to get brunch straight away. ehhee..

I left my room around 1015hrs, took taxi to The Mosque; even the place very close, walking distance only. ( kitorang bg nama kedai tu sbb dalam kwsn masjid ekeke ). But I didnt want to walk.. no energy (konon la.. kekeke ). Ordered so many lauk, ayam goreng, sup Vietnam, daging kari and sambal..ahahah..I ate alone. Of coz I cudnt finish all, so tapau the balance. hehe. Then took taxi to the office. Its quite far actually..

Reached office nearly 12 noon. Started my works while chatting with Zerk & other frens and layan FB. ekeke.. no body in the office at first, but 2 colleagues arrived around 2pm. Around 230pm, with them, Trung ( Vnmese ) and Lito ( Philipino ) went for a drink at NowZone, which is a shopping complex next to the office. Then, both of them dissapeared after finished their work. I just sat in the office, continue my work until 6pm. Sometimes I felt very sleepy bcoz no one to talk to. But thanks to Ay for accompanied me even tho u were not there. At least I have somebody to talk to.. :).

Performed Maghrib at The Mosque as the rain started to fall down. huhu.. With this blank feeling, I decided not to go home first. Remembered the song by Mariah Carey, Make It Through The Rain..kekek.. I bought a raincoat about VND5000 ( RM1 je :P ) and walked away from The Mosque heading to Eden Mall. The Mall is not so far from The Mosque and thats why I decided not to take a cab. With 1 big file I brought from the office dgn harapan to continue my work at home, I just walked through the rain. Felt a little bit sad inside my heart but I kept continue walking. Finally, I managed to buy 1 Gap dress for my granddaughter at Eden Mall to bring back home next week. hehe..berhasil jugak.

After that, I didnt have any ideas what to do. Just keep walking along the street, have a look at those nice scarfs, tie silk, dresses, lacquer wares and other things. While walking with the raincoat still on, I keep talking to myself, prayed to God to give me strenght to continue my life here alone. Life getting tougher these days.. its just hard to explain. huhu.

Heading to 1 of the restaurant, Bomua, I have invited my close fren to join me for the last dinner together before she go back to KL for good tomorrow. We ate together tonight with her husband. Owh.. I felt so sad deep inside. huhu.. We just went back home after finished the dinner.

Chatting with Fizi to update on gossips which I dont have make me laugh alot. hahah..

But life has to go on.. and tonite Ii'm still in front of my laptop struggling to complete this story about my life today.. hahhaa... Thats all. Nothing much to share but I just want to write something. I feel like there is 'something' still stuck inside my body....

ok..till then. Sorry if this story a bit boring.. :)

The Winner Takes It All

2009-02-01T22:25:00.000-08:00

I dont wanna talk About the things weve gone through Though its hurting me Now its history Ive played all my cards And thats what youve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory Thats her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking Id be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall Its simple and its plain Why should I complain. But tell me does she kiss Like I used to kiss you? Does it feel the same When she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what can I say Rules must be obeyed The judges will decide The likes of me abide Spectators of the show Always staying low The game is on again A lover or a friend A big thing or a small The winner takes it all I dont wanna talk If it makes you feel sad And I understand Youve come to shake my hand I apologize If it makes you feel bad Seeing me so tense No self-confidence But you see The winner takes it all The winner takes it all......

2nd attempt

2009-01-31T17:37:00.000-08:00

sebahagian daripada koleksi terkini cucu2 ku... huhu.. kdg ceksu amat rindu kat hangpa sume ni. cant wait to see u all again.. love ya all. mmuah.

adeh.. daku stil fail nk upload pics byk2..:) Zerk.. need your help. hahha..

takpe..slowly. keep browsing sun!! u can do it.. haahha. ni la jadinya bila time mude x nak blaja..waaahhaha.

ok. to be continue..

Finally..

2009-01-31T00:56:00.000-08:00

At last.. :)

since all my frens have moved from FP to blogspot.. now its my turn..
hopefully we can still see each other in this new world ( for me la sbb daku ni buta IT sket :P)

i dont really have ideas what should I share for tonite; almost 12 35am..

2008 has just gone... Welcome 2009..

new webpage..new year...new hope.. and hopefully with a new life ahead..InsyaAllah

ehehe. x tahu dah ape nk merapu lagih.. kekekke..

till then.. stay tune!!